who knew one so bored could be so busy?

so i obviously know myself more than i thought i did. i knew i wouldn't keep up with this blog business, but i will seriously attempt to keep on top of things.

last time i blogged, i didn't have a job. surprise! i found one. i didn't realize it would take up the entirety of my being, however. for those of you who don't know, i'm in sales. i sell a pretty good product that basically sells itself, but man is it tough. i'm constantly on the phone (my worst enemy) and driving all over the area to either get rejected, or make a sale but get no leads. i don't know how i'm going to continue this way if i keep hitting dead ends. hopefully i'll be able to pull myself out of this hole.

i finally got to see a couple of my friends that i hadn't seen since before i left for england. it was so good to see them, one in particular... i forget how much i absolutely adore that girl. met some new people on this occasion too. i really need to learn to open up a little, i'm so shy that i'm really getting nowhere. i am getting better, and anyone who knew me years ago can tell you, but i don't know what i'm so afraid of.

in this week of reunions, i also got to see one of my old dance teachers today. i missed her so much. she's such a great person to talk to. i was actually able to get the whole story from her point of view (as opposed to mix-matched biased opinions from others) and got to understand her purpose for leaving and beginning this new life. i'm hoping to plan some sort of get-together with her and some of the girls because i can feel that she really misses dance... like the rest of us.

alright well i'm off to the office, quel surprise. i'm really hoping i'm able to make some appointments tonight so i'm not such a deadbeat salesperson. sheesh. i need to get a life, but i don't even have time for this one...